My husband found a cleaning lady on Craig's List. Craig's List.
Not sure why it bothers me so much. Maybe it has something to do with the Craig's List murderer. Or maybe I'm just nervous leaving a complete stranger in my house with the few valuables and electronics that we have.
Why did he take it upon himself to hire a cleaning lady? Am I an awful housekeeper? Should I be a better wife?
Not to mention that I feel self conscious about my house and our mess. Does she judge me? Has she seen worse? I will admit, when we take things out, we don't necessarily put them away. With that, we have a lot of clutter. It really does make me uneasy, but I'm just too exhausted to follow everyone in the house around and put it all away.
I know I am being spoiled and having a cleaning lady is a treat, but I can't help feeling like I'm losing control of my little world.
Does anyone else feel like this when someone else cleans or does anything for you?